VIERNES

MY HEAD IS SPINNING!!! a weeks worth of thoughts, I just have to write about some of it, lol... FORGIVE THE RAMBLING!!!!!

First up:I have so many questionable people in my life right now I feel like I need to just jump up and down and shake them all loose!!! I mean damn, give us us free! It would be nice if people would be upfront with their issues with me so we can address it and either move on or part ways. BUT, the world doesnt work that way so I guess I need to just exhale and let it all go...Their problems will not be my problems.


NEXT, this has been a long ass week! Third straight day without twitter. Missing some things (and people) but loving the absence of others. There are moments where I badly want to tweet about something but so far havent given in. Twitter is so not the place it was for me middle of last year... it was amazing meeting new people and developing what I though would be promising friendships, even though I may never meet some of these people "in real life". Now it is full of drama, full of mixed messages and psuedo friendships. I think this sucks because there are people on there that I care about and genuinely believe care about me. Its just a pain in the ass to filter out the grimey ones cuz its a boatload of those.


This weather here in Michigan in March has been glorious this week! I mean warm weather does wonders for my soul.. too bad its back to the freakin 40s on the weekend!! But Ill take what I can get!! I love feeling the sun!

Had a talk with my brother that I am not sure he even listened to one word, but hey, I said what I had to say so its all on him now! feels go to lighten the weight from my heart...

had three phone calls from three of my best friends this week, one of 20 years, one of 16 years and one of 7 years.. ALL IN ONE WEEK!!!! I feel like God whispered to them, "yall call ya girl, she needs you" and I love HIM for that because I did... There is nothing like a good friend, a real friend, a friend who knows you and loves you and trusts you and believes in you...I am a blessed chick.

My mom called me, she is for sure coming to visit next month.. I am geeked because I havent seen her in a while! Its hard to live 3000 miles from your mom but we are both stubborn and wont move to where the other is, LOL..glad she is coming tho, more to come on that I am sure!

Finally, it is friday, YALL HEAR ME!! FRIDAY!!!! I am done working about to go get my lil fella... Cant wait to hug him, he always makes me smile.. My bigger fella is sick, missed school and all, we gotta baby him a lil and my biggest fella is working a late tonight... gotta go make him and nice meal and be sure the crib is clean so he can relax when he gets home... TGMFIFITB to you all!

-Lala